Vision: A Resource for Writers
Holly Lisle's Vision
By Holly Lisle
© 2002, By Holly Lisle
writer has things heís really good at, and things heís terrible at, and I am
no exception to this rule. All skills are important, and one of the most
important, Iím discovering, is the ability to put work down and walk away
my other writing flaws may be, I know about this one quite well, and have for
years. I have a typical workaholic personality -- I like my work, it
energizes me, it consumes me, and when Iím not writing, I feel maimed.
I just finished doing a complete 110,000-word novel in sixty days, from a
scratch start and including rewrite, revision, and submission. Prior to
that, Iíd scrapped five hundred pages on the same novel -- two large starts
that both failed to go where they needed to. Iíd also finished and
heavily rewritten Vincalis the Agitator and Memory of Fire, had
redesigned the website from top to bottom; had written a couple of articles,
four different very long proposals, three of which didnít make it past my
agent and one that was simply not what my editor hoped to see, a lot of
community posts, a ton of e-mails; and had found time to hang out with my family
and do a few things that mattered there.
finished The Wreck of Heaven on January 31. Finished the rewrite, sent it
off, and sat down to get to work on version five of the proposal.
nothing happened. I tried to write an overdue nonfiction article.
Nothing happened. I posted a few things in the community, but in most
cases I think I should have kept my mouth shut. E-mails -- nerts on them,
too. Iíve answered only the merest tip of the e-mail iceberg recently,
including somehow managing not to answer an e-mail from one of my editors for
over a week.
would be obvious to anyone but a complete idiot that I needed a rest -- and yet,
every single day that I havenít written, Iíve driven myself nuts because I
feels like having a doctor tell me, ďYou have been breathing twenty-four hours
of every day for the last forty-one years, and you really need to just take a
little break from it. Take a few days off. Youíll breathe better
when you come back to it.Ē
have that same level of, ďBut Iíll DIE,Ē panic right now.
the moment, I envy people with day jobs that they hate. People who can put
their feet up when they get home and not work, and not think about working, and
not give a damn that theyíre not working. For just one week, I would
like to be able to turn off writing and not feel like I was in the process of
is a necessary skill. If you donít have it, you have my sympathy -- and
a recommendation that you need to find a way to develop it before you find
yourself exhausted and unable to step off the treadmill. If youíre a
good relaxer, hang on to that. Itís a necessary skill. From here
in the middle of the hamster treadmill, running hard and getting nowhere fast, I
to Vision. This issue, weíre bringing you the family side of writing --
the Parents and Children issue. Writing about parents and kids and writing
as a parent or a kid. Also a workshop on description, an interview with
Vera Nazarian, community news and updates, and much more. If youíve just
found us, welcome. If youíve been with us for a while, welcome back.